gettin blurry..

if it so damn easy,i wish this picture will grow clearer
as time goes by
and so do our lives..

it's not easy to maintain errthing..
i'm not an angel..
and so do u..
those wet liquids which had roll down
upon my cheeks..
will be the only witness to all of these
romeo and juliet thingy..

as my age grow older n older..
i will provide u the best which came from my heart..
and exactly,i'm expecting to receive the best from u 2..
as i'd gave mine,though.

it's blurry.
in facts, it's gettin blurry n blurry than b4..
i've been tried 2 heal those wounds,all of this time..
now it's ur turn, fer u to cure those..
with the remedy which u'll find..
on ur own..

suppose to be gud..but.

hmm...
lot's of words can be say..
but i wonder..
ckop ke?..

p/s : deym!

c r y - r i h a n n a

I'm not the type to get my heart broken

I'm not the type to get upset and cry

Cause I never leave my heart open

Never hurts me to say goodbye

Relationships don't get deep to me

Never got the whole in love thing

And someone can say they loved me truly

But at the time it didn't mean a thing


My mind is gone, I'm spinnin' round

And deep inside my tears ill drown

I'm loosing grip, what's happenin'

I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different

Felt like I was just a victim

And it cut me like a knife

When you walked out of my life

Now I'm in this condition

And I got all the symptoms

Of a girl with a broken heart

But no matter what

You'll never see me cry..

p/s: involve,hurtin.uninvolve,lonely.then how?..