missing biby..

azt & efa

I can never really tell you why

I've been missing you a lot

And I just have to take another look of your photo in my wallet

Ad there's no reason why I keep your boxer by my side when I sleep

Pretending you were there,by my side

Its like a missing star that always being up in your sky

Its like the rainbow never comes after the rain

Its like the sun never rises in every of your morning

How am I supposed to live without those things

they are all you..


i love mohd khairul aizat =*

p/s : syg!! mesti u bgge en? hahahahahah :))

malam =D

artis terkejot diserbu paparazzi! (xprepare pape coz bru blk gym kot!)

tapi die tetap senyum mesra..:)

artis bru blk gym.xcaye tgkla botol air nike 2. ;)

artis terharu azt syg die =*

artis difitnah =*

peminat dgn artis! =D

siann..da syg,aku kutip je la :))

jamban!

KIMAKra + niCOCKle BITCHie!

gemok sial! =))

tako!

deer-owh-rung!

tanglung!


bangge lepas jadi ahli
"persatuan pelajar cacat malaysia'


njoy da pics,okayh! =)

chup..chup!! =*

hey..hehe..that's my sayang :) his name is azt..we've been 2getha since 2007 :) comel kn? haha..
hmm..lately,lots of unwanted things had happened to me..n thx to all my friends,especially ninot n lyndowl coz olwez ade ngn saye.mello's skaliiiiii!!!! masheh :) thx gak kt biby coz..hmm..hahahahha..u pon tau :P

well,both of us,i mean biby n i,had spending our time 2getha till early in the morning..almost 3am,if i'm not mistaken..i've shared errthing..n poofffff! it works! i'm no longer keeping errthing in my head,by myself..wht a relief..thx syg :)

he's the one that i've chosen..n i am fuckinly sure that he's the one :) loveeeeeeee u!

xleh tpula yg ktorg happy all da time..errone have their own probs,ayte?but we'll try to solve it properly,n believe that whteva hppn,we'll still gonna b 2getha,n insyaallah 4eva..acececeyh! :P

love u la syg..thx fer errthing..muahx!

ngntok olwedy..got class on 8am 2morrow..now da 3.25am..fuck!

sweet dreams errone..happy sleeping..renung2kn,dan slamat beramal! :))

p/s: lyn dowl! tq :)

achoo! excuse me =(

omg.flu attacked!! :)) achooooo!!
yesterday,there's no 'bekalan air' at this kesian munye oztel building..nini n i having our bath at yaa's house :) at first,we thought that we only wanna get shower n then blah. once both of us reach in front of the lift,nini said "jom mndi pool nk?? :D" n i was like,okay! :D

we've knocked22222 at lyn siot's door n invite her 2 come n join us.but as usual,lyn is currently busy with some of her "antarabangsa" boyfrieenndd! hahahahahah :))

then nvm la kn..g ngn nini pon ok what :D arrive at ixora security post at 9.30pm. gosh! cane nk mndi pool.kol 10pm kne blah da..pe lg?drama la! :))

told the bodo guard tht we have to stay a lil bit longer than 10pm coz we've got some assgnmnt 2 do..haha..then he said "ok,try b4 kol 11pm,ok?"..:)

best! ayu kene angkat n nini n yaa! caye x? :)) best,tp fatyn xmo mndi..mello laen pon xde.so cm2 la :)

its started raining heavily plak.cane nk blk? hmm..call syg,he's unwell n besides,abah was using his car.so xleh amik.lepak until 12pm kot.tgu ujan bnti..:(

hmm..igt leh chill,tp xleh.yela.problem still unsettled,so...

mlz nk type..
see ya..

what a day..

i'm really need sumone to come,sit,talk n hear me..to share

errthing which is currently messing in my head..anyone..no

one?..sigh~

another rainy day..

hey..hmm..kindda fuck gak ah today coz early in da mornin,i'd received a call frm my mom..scolded,as usual..
i wonder when will errone in this world will be realize that errthing tht i've done,swear to god,done it fer good okayh!..sigh~

sometimes,it feels like i wanna cut myself,or jump out frm my 18th floor balcony or keep on running eventhough i dun even noe where am i heading to..why cnt they undstnd me? is it so hard?i am their own flesh and blood,ok..i do love them so so so much..but wht can i do?

20 years old.too young,okayh..seriously too young to be left behind and it's not ok to expect me to handle all of this alone..it's not fair..besides,i'm not the one who choose to be in here..i'm forced! i wonder y..
y owh y..

felt like my chest wanna explode..n pooff! mati..senang kn? i wish that my life will be easy like that..sigh~

hmm..babila~

masturbate!!!! =)

dear blogger!

masturbating is bad fer ur health!

that's all :)

vroom vroom + 'lingkup' computer =(

ouh my..ouh my..
sigh..wht hppned to my lappylappy..
hmm..lingkup olwedy..
my fault,perhaps..
seriously,need sumone who can help me fix this thing..
A.S.A.P plzzzzzzzz :((

okay then..
bout the 'vroom vroom' thingy..
hehe..
guess what..
today i'm riding a 'motor' with biby..
hahahahahahahaha..
trust me..
it was really2 funny,though..
it was like..
erm..
hahahahahah..
bouncy bouncy errtime we met with the bumps..
oopss..
n i'm not really comfy..
bcozz it was soooo 'vibrateeee'..
n..
you know la kn..
hahaha..
ooppssyy :P

hmm..
miss my bed at home fuckin damn much..
n 'sambal ayam + nasi + kicap + telor'..
lapanyeee :((

currently,ym'ing with my syg..
later..
daaaa :)

the launching day =)

well..today is the day where i'm launching this blog.haha..hmm..deleted my myspace account yesterday.that's y i'm writing on this blog ayte now.perhaps,i could manage my anger,n errthing by letting them out at this blog.pheewww..

it's raining outside my door ayte now.it's kindda breezy n chilly in here.hide under my cozy comforter resulting me such a warmth environment..so comfy in here..:)

shadow by ashlee simpson.the lyrics was very very very deep.n the songs seriously suits me well..fyi,it used to be so hard being me..olwez being a second best in errthing..can u eva imagine that? hmm..all this while,i've been struggle to survive alone..in errthing..school,life,love..errthing..hehe..seriously,there's nothing in me that u should be jealous on..trust me,no one would eva wanna be me..

well now,i seems can handle most of the things in my life..juz a lil bit here n there that i cant cope with,but much better than before,i guess..haha..having such a supportive family with me,friends,and not to forget my bibyhunny,errthing seems like ok ok 2 me..hahaha..i hope,i can cope wit errthing which came up in my life..like it or not,i have to keep on moving on..coz this is my life..and no matter how sucks my life is,it is still my life..

so live ur life!!!! hahaha..thats all fer today..hv a nice day ya'll :)