hey..hmm..kindda fuck gak ah today coz early in da mornin,i'd received a call frm my mom..scolded,as usual..
i wonder when will errone in this world will be realize that errthing tht i've done,swear to god,done it fer good okayh!..sigh~
sometimes,it feels like i wanna cut myself,or jump out frm my 18th floor balcony or keep on running eventhough i dun even noe where am i heading to..why cnt they undstnd me? is it so hard?i am their own flesh and blood,ok..i do love them so so so much..but wht can i do?
20 years old.too young,okayh..seriously too young to be left behind and it's not ok to expect me to handle all of this alone..it's not fair..besides,i'm not the one who choose to be in here..i'm forced! i wonder y..
y owh y..
felt like my chest wanna explode..n pooff! mati..senang kn? i wish that my life will be easy like that..sigh~
hmm..babila~
i wonder when will errone in this world will be realize that errthing tht i've done,swear to god,done it fer good okayh!..sigh~
sometimes,it feels like i wanna cut myself,or jump out frm my 18th floor balcony or keep on running eventhough i dun even noe where am i heading to..why cnt they undstnd me? is it so hard?i am their own flesh and blood,ok..i do love them so so so much..but wht can i do?
20 years old.too young,okayh..seriously too young to be left behind and it's not ok to expect me to handle all of this alone..it's not fair..besides,i'm not the one who choose to be in here..i'm forced! i wonder y..
y owh y..
felt like my chest wanna explode..n pooff! mati..senang kn? i wish that my life will be easy like that..sigh~
hmm..babila~
2 comments:
things that happened teach u to grow.so,just get through it.live it up.:)
hmm..
its easy to be told..
i wish i have the guts to get through all of this things..
hmm..
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