letting go...

mohd khairul aizat kamaruddin

hey fellas.. :) well,it's too private to be told. but i'm done pretending n busy fuckin cares bout others thought n feelings. its my life. its my blog 2. so here it goes.

when i fall in love with someone,it will be 4eva..its not easy fer me 2 say "i love u"..but when i say it,it was totally come from my heart..

but i wonder why..the one that i love so much,that i want so much,olwez..end up in the opposite way which i'm hoping to..sigh~

sometimes,i cnt help 2 cried out loud..but i'm efa,ok..the happy go lucky girl..when i'm crying,people around me will..ntahla..cm pelek je tgk i nanges..tp i pon human..i pon nanges maa :)

it's too tiring..penat tau..nk jge semua kt keliling,tp dlm diri sdiri mcm bout 2 explode je..sume xterator..my life,errthing..

tpula klu i ckp love 2 xbest..sumpah best..cm terbang je ble ngn die..tp ble down,bpak die. jgn tnye la :)

mcm da ckop da..xrase nk bg commitment kt sape2 da..susah la..hehe..nk cr yg satu 2,payah gle.kdg2 kte igt kte da jumpe,tp xtau nape,end up xmcm yg kte nk..funny ayte? :)

share mcm2..sbb sonok je..:) tp xkekal,then watpe la kn terlibat dgn bnde ni..haha..dulu da jd.igt bleyh serik.tp da jumpe die.syg lg lebih dr serik.sbb 2 masok lg.tp nk wat cane..sumpah,ni part yg plg xbest,broke up :(

pape pon,kne get through gak life ni.xkn la sbb ni i kne down sgt.ayte? byk lg yg mghrp kt blkg bahu ni.mak bapak,adek pe sume.n diri sdiri gak :) piley utk xnk cmpo dgn love lg wat mase ni.. kesan 2,kuat sgt la..xbrani nk amik risiko lg..so,cm ni je la..:)

i'm no superman.xleyh nk trime byk2 sgt..if xmampu,then i'll back off. takot xtertanggung nti..playsafe n xbrani amik pape risk lg..if ade jodoh,mst jmpe lg..2 je yg pntg..:)

piley utk tgk sume yg da jd dr bright side.xmntak pape.hope sume dpt pe yg msg2 nk.if da smpi cni je,try utk accept dgn ati terbuke n redha je la..haha..nk wtpe lg kn? da try,tp xde pape prubhn..i'll go then..

kte nk sgt2..tp kdg2,kte xdpt yg kte nk..n xde laen,kte kne redha n lepas..ikhlas,then kite mst leh trime..brt mane pon,kne phm bnde xslalu jd mcm yg kte nk..so,bia je..n redha :)

to him,sorry sbb xperfect enuff utk u.swear i've tried my best.n u pon tau..bkn mcm ni yg i nk,tp nk wtpe lg..ayte? u're free now..u ade kwn u,u ade life u sdiri,n u bole wat ape je..xde lg i kcu u,hehe..free..xde commitment pape da..da xde yg kne u pk,kne jge..da xde..sume yg tgl u je..:) thx sbb pnh dtg..take care n may u have a nice day. gudluck fer ur future undrtaking. n thx fer errthing :)