another rainy day..

hey..hmm..kindda fuck gak ah today coz early in da mornin,i'd received a call frm my mom..scolded,as usual..
i wonder when will errone in this world will be realize that errthing tht i've done,swear to god,done it fer good okayh!..sigh~

sometimes,it feels like i wanna cut myself,or jump out frm my 18th floor balcony or keep on running eventhough i dun even noe where am i heading to..why cnt they undstnd me? is it so hard?i am their own flesh and blood,ok..i do love them so so so much..but wht can i do?

20 years old.too young,okayh..seriously too young to be left behind and it's not ok to expect me to handle all of this alone..it's not fair..besides,i'm not the one who choose to be in here..i'm forced! i wonder y..
y owh y..

felt like my chest wanna explode..n pooff! mati..senang kn? i wish that my life will be easy like that..sigh~

hmm..babila~

masturbate!!!! =)

dear blogger!

masturbating is bad fer ur health!

that's all :)

vroom vroom + 'lingkup' computer =(

ouh my..ouh my..
sigh..wht hppned to my lappylappy..
hmm..lingkup olwedy..
my fault,perhaps..
seriously,need sumone who can help me fix this thing..
A.S.A.P plzzzzzzzz :((

okay then..
bout the 'vroom vroom' thingy..
hehe..
guess what..
today i'm riding a 'motor' with biby..
hahahahahahahaha..
trust me..
it was really2 funny,though..
it was like..
erm..
hahahahahah..
bouncy bouncy errtime we met with the bumps..
oopss..
n i'm not really comfy..
bcozz it was soooo 'vibrateeee'..
n..
you know la kn..
hahaha..
ooppssyy :P

hmm..
miss my bed at home fuckin damn much..
n 'sambal ayam + nasi + kicap + telor'..
lapanyeee :((

currently,ym'ing with my syg..
later..
daaaa :)